Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Just wondering

What would you give to see what what you always wanted to see, do what you always wanted to do, go where you always wanted to go, be who you always wanted to be.

Probably not much, or you would already have done it.

I have always wanted to live my convictions, be a trailblazer. I have done that only as far as I can find certain approval associated with my actions. I don't want to care anymore. I am a dreamer, bound my passion and conviction. That's what defines me. Someone told me today that "I don't think like other people, my mind works differently". I think that was the greatest thing anyone has ever said about me.

Trailblazer. People will never approve of what they don't understand, and people can't understand what they have never experienced before. People will go places they have never been because I had the courage to go those places alone. The only fear I have is never experiencing what scares the hell out of me.

The conventional path has never set right with me in anything I do, so today I embrace the unconventional. I will revel in insanity cause it's the only thing that makes any sense.